&it's never too late/

Thursday, July 27, 2006

Its innovation project's presentation today.. however comm skills lecturer also sat in to give us marks. so ALL my classmates wore formal attire and SUPRISINGLY... all of my classmates looks nice... hhmmm.. got potential.. haha...erm so we took alot of pics... see ok...
mi and wenns in formal..

oohhh... crazy face...

aida.... kelly.. mi...

us... so cute....

mi and wenns is hungry...

MY CLASS... love u all...

us and mr chew...

ohh... so formal...

informal.. oh i love my class...

Durin break... we all went to J8 for KFC... and went back sch for maths lecture.. coz we r late so u can imagine a GRP of ppl wearin formal attire walkin into the lecture hall... when others all looked at u.. SO PAI SEH..... haha....

US!!!

Argh ... stupid blooger doesnt allow mi to upload any more photos.. nvm when i have the time then i will see wat i can do....

WOOHOOO... the JY campus concert is FINALLY OVER!!! it is counted as successful... as no major mistake has occur... so i hereby wan to thanx all the helpers tat had made tis event successful and also special thanx to my committee members... Zong Huan, Xiao Yu, YanTing, Chun Ju, Shaheila, Ramzi, YiLing, Wei Ming and Wendy.....AND ALSO.... MR FACILITATOR EDWIN!!!! although he didnt give any postive remarks abt JY.. but he still guided mi thru.. and not forgettin all the seniors like Mr Crappy Eddie... Kai way, Jean and also Jin Hui... WWOOOO... I LOVE ALL OF U ALL.... THANK YOU ALL VERI MUCH.. opps... i'm goin to cry again... its certainly relieve to noe that the concert has successfully caried out... although there r tiny little mistakes here and there... but its really a DAMN GOOD experience workin with U PPL!!!!!

&never too late9:58 PM

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

I dunno wat am i doin recently... its all like fallin all over mi in a sudden.... i keep on repeat to myself tat I CAN DO IT!! I CAN DO IT.... but maybe if its the old energetic mi... i dun think there will be a problem... but NOW... i dun dare to say... i have suddenly lose all my energy and smile to stress.... i might be too pessimistic or crazy havin the thot tat maybe JY might fall down the stairs today and cant come tml... so i have more time to organise myself.... ok I NOE I AM MAD.... but seriously now i dun have to ability to bring myself together anymore... erm i noe i m on the verge of breaking down but i m controllin... doin my best to keep things on the track and get things done by deadline.....

its ironic tat i m askin my committees to buck up and have good morale and mi as the chairperson is not havin enough confident to even think tat tml event will turn out well... i dun wan ppl to feel dissapointed with MY EVENT!!! and i dun wish to find excuses to the problems... i wanna face them but i doubt i could.... i am seriously feelin hard to breathe with all this piling stress... but i wan this event to turn out well so badly...... its not tat anythin is wrong with my committee... its juz mi... erm probably its the first time.... I NEED TO LEARN TO COPE WITH STRESS.... I MUZ BELIEVE I CAN!!!!

i now am thinkin whether i am even fit to do such events or not... seriously doubtin my capibilities...i dunno wat i was doin.... am i even leadin a meaningful life??... is this kind of life wat i wan?? did i harm anybody with my actions?? or others juz dun give a damn to mi??

Ok i feel myself bein stupid to get involve in ur problems when mi myself is tryin hard to cope with my own... i cherish all my friends i dun wann anything bad to happen to any of u.... i dun wan our relationship to turn sour.... i JUZ wan u to be HAPPIE.. so simple to ssay but so hard to fullfil... i noe its impossible for us but i reallie juz wanna be UR LISTENIN EAR.... am i slappin my own face when i wanna be ur listenin ear but i hate to hear how happie u 2 r... I MUZ BE OUT OF MY MIND.....

I Juz cant stand ppl who onli order others to do smth yet she herself juz use eye power... WTF.... i m reallie fine if u can be honest with mi and not tellin mi last min to do this do tat.... its reallie irritatiin to do last min work u noe...

and to the one who have taken my camera... i m seriously willin to forgive u if u r willin to apologise and return my camera to mi.... i wont even mind if u brin to a corner to admit... i juz wan u to noe tat if u didnt did it in purpose... we wont look down on u or despise u... its juz tat u need to change and we r all willin to help u....and i wan u to noe the importance of tat camera to mi... there r a lot of memory in that camera which i truely cherish and reallie wan them... and it is the first thing i bought for myself using the first pay i earn aft 1 mth of reallie hardwork... i sincerely hope tat u can give it back to mi ... and i can assure u tat i will not tell any 1... i juz wan my camera back... its reallie important to mi... and i do not wan to accuse any 1 but i reallie cherish u as a friend therefore i state it here....it doesnt matter why u took my camera, wat it matters is u r willin to change....i reallie dun wanna spoil any friendship with anybody but i reallie need tat camera.... Pls give it back to mi.

if any of u are bein scare by this post... i am tellin u tat i m fine.... i juz need a channel to express my anger and stress... so tat i can have my smile back... TO STRESS... I WILL MAKE SURE I GET ALL MY ENERGY AND SMILE BACK FROM U.....

&never too late10:27 PM

Monday, July 24, 2006

Monday would always be the most boring day of the week... and without fail.... MY DEAREST MR LOH end the class.. erm as usual 15 mins aft startin... and today worst of all... he also cancelled our lab lesson...

so i woke up 8 AM in the MORNING JUZ FOR 2 HRS OF LESSON WHICH I HAD A 3 HRS BREAK IN BETWEEN.. WAT KIND OF WORLD IS THIS.....ARGH.... ok feelin better screamin into the com... wahaahahah.... then coz end early so went for breakfast... then saw poh lin so sat down and crap.. then Mr benjamin came but i left veri soon aft he came coz got maths lecture... and My dearest Xinhui dunno go where buy a tiny sketch book and MI of course... be the first to lay my drawin on it... hehe... see...

hehe... erm a bit no standard lah.. but i still like it...

wenns masterpiece....

aida's drawing... so abstract.....
aida's drawin II heheh...

my art piece no. 2.. ok i noe its ugly.. but pls bare with mi...

Ms kelly's erm... i reallie prefer the kind of 'L' i draw.. rite kelly...

finally its shufens... the bug abit too cute lah...

Then i went to SU room for the publicity of the Concert and i made a poster cum flag pole kind of thing.. which i think is nice.. WAHAHAHA.... erm but the tix response wasnt reallie great... but... i am still happie tat u guys supported mi.. and if MR EDWIN.. u happen to read my blog... i will like to WARN u once again to stop insultin my JUN YANG... or u might not noe wat will happen...WAHAHAHAHAHAHA... then sat at SU room to do some admin matters for the Concert...and went back for C# elearnin.. ai yah.. another crap class... then aft class went for project... wahh... so stress... but at least i finish.... then meet ben, Pl and siti .. then walk out of sch with Wenns also.. hehe...

Then on the train.. we both was laughin veri loud at a particular grp of ppl who is standin at the glass panel nxt to our seat... when suddenly there was this stinky smell... as soon as they came close...wahh... its smells like rotten Fruitella...seriously... we was.. holdin our breath and also laugh at the same time.... WTH...it was a torturous ride man.. and not long aft..... the same grp of ppl suddenly played a funny ringtone.. where it songs like the looney toons characters and mi and wenns was tryin our best to control our laughter till it stops but ard 2 mins later it came off again and tis time mi and wenns couldnt take it and straight-away burst into laughter... and it seems like the whole cabin was lookin at us.. so pai. seh.. hehe...

&never too late11:00 PM

Saturday, July 22, 2006

erm had a presentation in personal development.... so my whole class wore formal attire so took quite lots of pics... so take a look....
xin hui and mi in formal....

mi and michelle... aint she cute!!!

mi and alyssa....

michelle and mi again...woo i love her...

my class girls...

my class guys...

my tutor and mi

zaidah and mi....

us and ms chin

firdaus and mi...

mi and raymond...

mi and alyssa...

raymond xin hui and mi....

firdaus and mi... he so cute...heheh

my classmates....

sunny and mi...

Mi, xinhui and zaidah.. took a series of crap pics.. erm take ur time and see ok...

OK.... there is more...but i think this post is too long le... hehe i shld stop here...

I havin been chairing for JY campus concert so has been rather stress recently.. and emotion stressfulness will also coz physical stressness therefore i may appear not as energic as i used to be but dun worry stress is the biggest motivation to more work!!! i will be fine... erm ur support and smile will brings mi energy.. so if u all see mi mulkin ... pls... say hi and smile at mi... =)

&never too late8:27 PM